My mind has been going in 90 million directions over the last few weeks. I try to slow it down, hush it up and yet it still continues to travel at warp speed.
The "do's the don'ts. the should've, could'ves, the maybe's , the can I's" and so many more that my brain feels like it's on the verge of blowing right out of my head!
And then I see myself in a position of tidier tottering on a possible "Oh No she is doing it again moment" ........
Patience has never been on of my strongest suits in life.....
My conversation with God over last the few days as gone something like this:
"God I can see where your plans for me in the ministry are unfolding, but what about everything else???"
My answer from God....."My time is not your time." " It is coming daughter"
" But how much longer God.?"
(Yes, I was whining to my daddy God. I apparently felt that in the three years I have been waiting, his time should be now?!?)
Like I said, patience is not one of my strongest suits.....
Somewhere deep in my spirit, I hear my loving Father tell me again.......
" In my time daughter...In my time." "Hold on"
I know that I am not the only one waiting on God for their blessing, healing, miracle, love,and transformation and I don't pretend to be.
I have been blessed to have so many wonderful people placed in my life walking the same journey as I. Others who encourage me when I feel as though I can't take another step, and have allowed me to encourage them in their journey.
13 For I am the Lord your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear;
I will help you.
I will help you.
God will always send us each a hand to hold during our "holding on" season. And sometimes he gives us several hands to hold.
But most importantly, it is He who holds our hand through all our seasons in life~
So as I remind myself, his time is not my time and the promises he has made are coming, I continue to "Hold On" and not let go.
I encourage you all, hold on, don't let go.......
God will never let go and He will always come through~